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Wait Much Longer

Fri, 07 Aug 2009 17:05:23 GMT

B&by this feels so right..

hello once again..
i dont really get the point of me having
a blogdrive =S does anyone even
bother reading it? Lolz
Hahah.. Yeh anyways, my days
been Great.. for once !
its gone past quite quick
but alots been goin on so i think
im getting use to it.. ]
You guys must be thinking What a Boring
Life? Ahaha x(

anyways here's about
the best part of my Life <3

; im missing him more than anyone
right now, and it makes me think
does he miss me as much as i miss him?
its kind of sad being alone
but this love is too strong to let go of X

Hmm.. i dont have much to say todaii
i hope ya'all dont mind.

Ciaa`O xxx

B&BY AMAN

i will wait forever !

Thu, 06 Aug 2009 16:16:25 GMT

i never knew we could get this far &
its the first time i have felt so good and proud of
myself and you.. thanks for being with me through the times
we have experienced together. its amazing
how its been so long already but feels just like the first ever
day you stole my heart. you
make me feel special and theres know one
like you in this world, no matter how hard i
try to look for some one just like you..
i know deep in my heart your always going to be
the one.. the one who holds my heart.
Because i know i would have never of gotten this
far if it wasnt for YOU !

baby this story is never ending...

28o9o8 ♥

my daiiz have been long and lonely
but this time is passing by quicker than i thought
it ever would. its nearly been a year
for us ! shocking i kno
but feels like the happiest
thing in my life that is goin to happen
and it will always remain in my life.
& its called LOVE ^__^

i count down the days..
as the days get closer my heart
beats faster..i know that
when the day comes i will have the
biggest smile on my face
and it will last foreverrr...

<3 B&BY i will wait...
for you :]

Bye, mayb for now or mayb forever
Wed, 29 Jul 2009 13:03:43 GMT

its slowly all faiding away </3

my heart cant handle the pain because i wanted you around for always.. you held my heart through the thick and the thin.. you knew me better than anyone in this world. there was never enough words to describe what you ment to me or what you will mean to me for the rest of my life. I wont be able to live this life without you because you were always here by m side to take everything in small steps at a time. its all ended to fast for me to realise that you will never be here again.

My heart cannot speak anymore. </3

A love Story

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 13:48:17 GMT

MUST YOU BE REMiNDED; you belong to mee.
its all i want & need. youyouyou

iTs day three.
Status: feeling complete <3

How do i begin? its not another try;
nore isit a new beginning.. its just the words which i speak
f r o m the *Heart.. x3

Once upon a time she still sat here; counting
the seconds down on the clock, hopeing time would pass
by quiker than she expected.
iT alrealy felt like a life time of wishes, but none of them were
coming true. While the love grew inside both of them,
time was slowly killing them, Know one knew
how they were feeling.

All they had was themselfs & the hope of sudden happiness.
He had her photo's which were captured and kept close to him,
inside his heart & she did the same and didn't take her
eyes of him. Because he was essential; to her
&& life would stop if she'd feel pain in his heart.

Everytime her phone would ring.. her heart would feel a sudden rush
and knew it was him ringing e v e r y t i m e.. because
he is the one. the one whoes stolen her heart
right from the very first daay.
iTs like they could feel each other, even through the endless miles
between them, they had a connection;
a very strong and touching connection
which led to them falling deeply in love with each other.
its like know one knew, their life was filled with magic;
magic which made them feel each other.

[ its not just another love story; its her love story* <3

Like a robbery, he stole her heart and ran away,
far across the other side of the world.
she waited and waited..
many months, weeks and days Just to hear
the sound of his voice whisper
in her ears ' i love you '

&She continues to wait...

Just another day. x33

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 14:53:28 GMT

Hieee Hello ..
*ish Day two. x33

Status; Feeling incomplete w i t h o u t him </3

Its a brand new day.. & so far its been good.
I woke up early as i had to go shopping with mummy :)
And i was also excited as i planned to get my nails done todaii =D
So.. im happy that it all went great !
The drive was kinda long and i was starting to feel even more sick..
but i was listening to the radio
& came across beyonce's new song..
-- its so dayum guurrdd !

Sweet Dreams <3

[ *You.. can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare ]

Its quite *Hot.. here x] might go for a walk later on
as family is going to be out i might just go on my own.
im actually ment to be at a wedding party.. but im ill (U) and
also im not feeling the hole party thinggg !
so kind of glad for that.. Guess im goner lazeee. around and
watch loads of films & munch on HEALTHY munchiiez Ahah. Lol
Oo and ill be looking after my grandmummy as she`z going to be
staying over at mine tonight. So yh. Lets see what else i will have to do
to make my night more Fun.
Hopefully i shall get some texts x( from h i m </3
even though my phones not with me :[
*Arghhhhhh.. ! x/3

*o Gosh this is my 35th time listening to the song.. Sweet Dreams..
Like non stop.. totallyyy keeping me entertained, sucha wicked song.
its around 15:18 and im just chilling and on msn
even though im not talking to anyone on there x] Haha.
& no.. i do have people to talk to on there. Lol
but today my mood um.. wel what can i say.. its just pissed.
O Well [aman get over it*Gosh]

This is going to be a very short blog.. because i havent done much today..
but my day hasnt finished so let see.. what and who i come across.
Lol.. Urm i guess im goner go and watch some t.v or sort my layout out
for this because recently i aint been bothered. So.. sorry if i was boring
today.. *Have a nice day luvlayy`z (x

<3

Its the start of a brand new beginning.

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 21:31:26 GMT

*Hello.. my dear reader's (:
Day One. </3

Status ; Trying to survive without Himss *sad*

Not so happy today.. i had so much planned for this weekend.
Fregging gotten ill :( and i dont know how it happend..
O Well shit happends (U).. On the other hand
not everything in my life is a Flop.. As im going to become
busy busy busy! like totally -- its time to become independant..
and stop leaving your shit for other people, because before you know it..
it's all going to fade away soon. The people who don't deserve to stay in your
life.. will walk away and forget that once it was all ment to be.
However special loved ones [ the true one`s.. Will be there till the end.
iF you b e l i e v e. <3

Today's gone past pretty fast.. its already 21:47 & ive got nothing todo
besides sit here and lazee around..on the internet.
*Gosh if only.. i had something fun todo !
Anyways i better find something todo fast as these holidays are
going to last a life time.. Fregging two months
- Like WoOwa the longest holidays i've had
so far ! So i might as well try to make the most of it..
Than spending my time complaining about childish stuff.
This is the time to g r o w up. </3

Its so damn HOT <.. here and im like literally
dieng ! the heat is like in MY FACE!
When its Cold all we do it complain how cold it is..&where is summer?
Now that summers here.. everyones like O *Gosh.. its to HOT =|
Like make your minds up people !.. you cant have both. Lol or can you?
Aha anyway's i cant wait untill it snows x(.. I wanna have a big
snow fight - [ im trying..! but i cnt help it..becoming UNchildish is
pretty hard ! (U)
Anyways so yeah.. i cant wait.. hopefully it shall snow here
even though it hardly ever does. Beginning of this year when it snowed
was so exciting.. i loved it ! =D yayyaRh =]
Owkai now im going to stop all the girly business
& no i dont speak like a barbie.. i hate words like
yayaarh! < *Arghh!.. get a life and by that i mean
no seriously Go find y o u r s e l f a life. x]

I guess ive been passing my days with listening to music..
&recently all ive been listening to is;
Lazee ft Neverstore - Hold on
thanks to one of my mate.. i found it on youtube after ages ! =D
I dont know if your gonner like it..
but i seem to (L) it.. its so fregging nice!
and also as its shot it japan i loveeee. it way more =D
what can i say.. im just totally obsessed with japan and japanese stylez!
t h e r e like totally CooooL (H).

I havent really got much planned.. but Hopefully it shall all turn
out good for the best. & im starting to look forward and see
what happens.. [ However i do miss my mates from high school x[
everyone was great and very nice, once you got to know them =]
i LoBee yew ALL. Fhs -- o4-o9 ! X
All the jokes and memories will always be remembered
and in my heart forever. ! irreplaceable*
But my close besties are always going to be with me
and so we are hoping todo plenty and have as much jokes as we can..
B e f o r e Reality hits.. ! x/3

Tonight im gOnner lay in bed and try to get better
so i can go out and have fun and enjoy the sun
- iN MY FACE. Lol. and i suppose im going to carry on listening to music
as i cant get enough of it =] hope ya all's *holidays.. are going great so far
& dont worry about the shit that happens.. its all going to end one day
& we will all live happily. As long as we dont change..
w h o we are. ! because the person within us
is the one that will get us far in life.
its a long ride.. Be ready because once your onit..
you c a n t turn back ! (y)

This is just the beginning like i said, sOo..
Here it goes !
Lets see where it ends. <3